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My first post is usually a mirror of what I'm "feeling" or what I would like other's to "feel" but sometimes people don't understand me.  Heck, I don't even understand myself at times, but I do understand the importance of "living now" and that once this "blog" is posted I can never go back to what I was "feeling" at that time, moment, or thought.  It's important to say what you "feel" when you "feel" it because that's when it's cruical.  If you let YOUR "feelings" turn into emotion, 9 times out of 10, you will act out of "emotion" rather than saying what you "feel" 2 totally different things.  Early today, I felt "inspirational" and "loving" but my emotion was sad (LONG story) but it was nothin personal on my end...infact 97% of the things I post are NOT about me...I have my moments every now and again, but I would prefer to tell the person I'm having an issue with (if that's the case) to their face, over the phone etc rather than someone trying to interpret something I typed...so many people I know- know what they're "feeling" but not necessarily HOW to feel it...I'm sure some of you can follow, and most of you can't ...okay, I will give you the benefit of the doubt...most of you can follow and some of you won't :)  I guess what I'm trying to say is just an "emotional feeling"

a friendly walk

So what I hit snooze from 6:15 til 7:05, shoot me!!  When I finally got up and ready, I took Raider on our usual walk, I noticed 2 of our snooty neighbors- so I walked in the opposite direction!  6 minutes down the path, there they (snooters) are of course looking at me and my 2 year old pit with disgust.  I'm not sure if it was my tattoos, large boobs, cool I'm kick ass demeanor, or the fact that Raider looks like he'd tear them apart but I took the iniciative to say "hello."  One responded with "you live in the corner blue house, right?"  "Yup, that's me- Katrina" and I stuck out my hand to shake theirs and said "This is Raider, do you mind if we walk with you?"  "Not at all" was Kathy's response "And this is Bo, she lives up the street too!"
So as we all made friends down the trail, I thought to myself- this should be interesting?!  These women are easily 60 plus, whatever could we talk about?  Well to my surprise what didn't we talk about!  First it was how in the state of California if pitbulls aren't licensed, animal patrol can take them to the pound without question, and put them down :( which reminds me I need to get Raider's shots, vaccines, and license updated!  Then it was the beauty of the wild life in the Santa Monica Mountain range: coyotes, dear, rabbits, quail, mountain lions etc, and how beautiful it is where we live.  And of to the race track with what I do for a living, we giggled, smiled, and enjoyed each other's conversation.
Kathy surprised me when she asked "Aurelia was your grandmother, right?"  My heart stopped for a second, with a fuzzy feeling that I get inside when people I'm not related to mention her name.  "Yes she was." I said with a smile, and genuinely smiled back and continued walking and talking.  I found out that both Kathy and Bo work from their home, as therapists, I should've asked if there's a friendly neighborhood discount lol who knows if I'll walk with the what I thought were snooty neighbors until I got to know them again?  But what I do know is it was nice getting to know other friendly beings.

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I mean really, who gives 2 shits as to what I have to say, right? At least one person I'm sure of that hahaa so I started this blog thing sometime ago- in '06 I think? Well from then to now I have left my stamp on the good old NorthWest, Las Vegas, and *look at me NOW* back home in So Cal. I don't wanna be cliche but yet, say it with me now, "there's no place like home." I mean really I'm 45 minutes north of LA and 45 minutes south of Santa Barbara plus I'm 3 miles from the beach- are you jealous yet? What if I said I do something I love every day, therefore it's not considered "work" lol dont be jelly, I love your guts!! So I'm sitting in the office listening to my co worker rap J Cole lyrics, and having a conversation via text with my step son about the Deadmau5 show, it's gonna be krayzie- pun intended!! Oh shit, I still need to find some accessories for my Halloween costume, I better go now...don't worry it wont be a 5 year hiatus ;) dueces!